last week i got into a fight with one of my best friends. after the whole incident he started crying and i almost did too. i felt really bad and so did he. we hugged so i think we’re sorted and i hope everything can go back to where it was. i hate fighting or getting into a quarrel with people i love.
If you think that my replies to you are mean, you should understand the level of HATE i have towards everything that you've done to me. You betrayed me not just once or twice. Why should i think of your feelings and be kind with my words when you dont give a fuck about mine? Your a really difficult person to hang around with. Your selfish, demanding, rude and you throw all your shit on people for you to handle. You think whatever you've done is ALRIGHT and FINE and im overreacting but truth be told your the most insensitive person ive ever met. Now i've finally snapped after all these pent up frustration, take every bit of critic i give you because THAT IS YOU and how i feel towards everything you've done to me.
You should know how getting betrayed feels because you just got that from someone NOT EVEN CLOSE to you. When some shit happens to you, you have the biggest reaction towards them and then you get all whiny and depressed. What about me? I'm not a fucking stone i have feelings too. You hate it when people does something shit to you but you do that to me all the time. (me) Is it because im nice to you thats why you can take advantage of that? Or am i just that insignificant a person in your life that you don't give a fuck about even if i were to die.
You don't need people that don't need you in their life? Nobody actually needs you because you're a BIG BURDEN. I'm gonna to watch and see how long your friends can take your shit.
And once again, if you think what im saying is mean, think again, because i could screw you up with just one snap of a finger. But i wont because im sensitive and i would never want to screw anybody up for my own benefit unlike you. So don't push me further because i have been a fool for the longest time possible and im not playing that game anymore.
foam parteh at cafe del mar was fucking insane. we had 7 bottles of lost bikini and my fav DJ was playing. i got all claustrophobic when the foam got too thick tho it was so frightening as i almost drowned as a kid but it was all good. cameron kicked me off a high tension suspender and i fell on my crotch. so byebye the offsprings of me!